things are set

my weekend is coming to an end...so sad..tml is another day in my office and as usual..busy like a bee..

my whole weekend..staying at home to watch e olympics..
from badminton to swimming and to boxing..my weekend is really fixed to the tv set..

come to think of it...later i will be watching the badminton game..so excited..tml i will be so tired at work..what to do..i have been waiting for the games for such a long time..i could still remember that the last games..i was studying for my GCE 'O's..

and now...i am working..haha..i am 4 yrs older now..opps..

i happen to set my eyes upon this photo...well..in a matter of few months...i will be there personally to look that tt country...cant help to feel excited



my parents are excited for me...preparing me to leave the country..i think i will be getting my lab top really soon...must adapt to the new it thingy..

was looking thorough my pics..saw this pic which was taken with kerry..haha..cant believe it right..we have been buddies for so many years yet this is e one and only pic we took..haha..so bad..but nvm..we have arrange to go for the photo shoot with 2 other members of the gang before we start to fly off..
jums will be in US,naj in army while me in perth..left only kerry in singapore...
haiz..i going to miss her really badly..



i was talking to rowena this afternoon...both of us were talking abt our old days..haha..sound damn old right...happen to look back at the old pics..woah..we look really nerdy ..u bet man..check this pic..haha..
our final yr project grp pic...



and tt clayton..heartless guy..never even borther to contact or meet up...wa e...evil man..but he is busy..BUSY HOLIDAYING..such a lucky chap...

left ard 30 mins and the match which i have been waiting for is coming...so excited

the song which represent my current mood

Seems that this song really describe my mood...
I have been listening to it 24/7..
It is also featured in the terminal's original sound track..




The lyrics are so beautiful..


Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go.
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already, I'm so lonesome I could die


So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a jetplane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

Ah-ah-ah-ahhh

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing

Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring



Now the time has come to leave you
One more time oh let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say


I'm leaving on a jetplane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go.
But I'm leaving on a jetplane

Leaving on a jetplane (repeat)


I fell in love with the song while watching the thriller of the terminal..
Alot of thoughts came into my mind while watching the thriller..not about the movie but our life..

Seems that our life is really like a terminal and people just check in to your terminal...passer by friends just leave once they check in..while there are some who remained in "our terminal" for a very long long time..

Of cos,tt includes the nasty people...people whom you just wanT them to get out of ur life...a new phase of life means a new flight to somewhere...
I will be taking my new flight soon..I know my destination but so ...
I dont know what lies ahead for me..I have to go...left with no choice...

I wonder if my "flight" is a direct stop or one which will have manay stop-overs before I finally reach my destination..

Some may find that my behaviour is childish but try and put yourself in my shoes before you want to use tt word on me..

while packing my stuff...

well well...another stony sunday i guess....waiting for time to pass cos i am going to give my dad a treat later..
was seraching through my old stuff and found this...



These were my 18th and 19th birthdays' present.Although is just a simple soft toy but they are very important to me...
and definately this pic..
hhaha

just sms my class to have a get along bitching session again..my god..look at the time now...need to get ready..will come back to update tonight then..

after ample hours of sleep

Looking at my seashells collection,finally managed to learn how to upload it into my blog..
It has been a very very long time I managed to sleep for so so long...My Sat was just stoning at home,reading,surfing the net,checking my e mails,learning to upload my blog..haha and slacking..

Working life is so hectic...busy like a bee from the start I step into my office..

Maybe I should say that I am more then contented with my lifestyle now..
Although no more late nights clubbing and pubbing,now I would prefer a much more relax yet fruitful way to enjoy myself...maybe a ,idnight movie with my gang or chilling over @ a cafe till e wee hrs...

Chatting and bitching about each others working life..
Seems that F4 always get to meet weird ppl..

Kerry always have her own collection of ppl who get on her nerves..her stories never fails to entertain us,Naj also have his own collection to share,Jumius of cos and now me..I just added some to our bitching sessions...haha...

Sometimes,I just cant help to feel weird..Friends whom I always contact seems to loss contact while friends whom I seldom contact are coming back to me..

Sharon just came back from USA...met up with her for dinner..she is one happy lady..contented with her life and definately with tt cute boyfriend of hers..haha

Let me count...I think I have not seen her for over 3 yrs...so nice that she remembers me when she came bacxk for holidays..as usual..we met up and chat and talk about our future...haha...even plan about her wedding...haha..

Sharon kind of gave me some answers towards the questions i have been asking myself regards my decison to leave singapore..

the choice which i have made and now i am trying to avoid it..well..it is my future i am placing my bet and the chips are my parents hopes and definately money..

I really hope that this gamble is a good 1 and i will come back and make my parents proud of me...

times really flies fast...in a matter of weeks,i will have to start to plan my trip..e stuff i have to bring,my visa etc...cant believe that it is coming so so soon

inside my heart,i seriously dun feel like leaving singapore..i will be stepping out of my comfort zone and into a new zone which i dun know the outcome..like what naj tell me :
"a ship in the harbour is safe, but ships are not meant for that"

i guess it is time for me to leave the harbour and make full use of it...