finally got a job

well the day arrived finally..i am working soon..pretty excited...although is just a customer service assistant..

a totally new environment which i purposely wanna try..
mon will be my face day..and i hope everything goes smooth or at least...let me learn..

hmm..have been talking to my friend...advising him this n tt..seems tt the guy whom i used to know actually can be very vexxed up with love..

maybe regret his decision loh..make me think back and look at myself..

mistakes i made...decisions i made tt hurt ppl...
they must have felt tt way..
that why...always know 1 thing..for every decision we made,we must be brave to face e consequences.
consequences can be for the better or worse..some will be relieve but for this friend of mine..regret..

have i ever regret anything i did...yes..alot..alot..especially 1 very very cherished person whom i met when i was in yr 1..

he was my 24/7 cheerleader,supporter and listener whenever i feel down..
his smile and attention were always encouraging..esp when we are busy with our stuff..
he will be e sweetest guy..buying me bubble tea and bring it to me to my clubhouse..accompany me go here and there..

e sweet memories he gave me..unforgetable..
during our cycling trip..e pebbles and shell..turn out he was my angel..very unexpected..

and all these ended..cos i never cherish him and never know how to express my feelings...whenever i walk from bugis to suntec...i will rem the times we had...e korean noodle stall we sat down n ate on v day..

things became to wa it is now cos of my own doing...we r not even talking now..dunno even if we still counted friends..

i know things cant be the same as be4
but i will learn from this lesson..
i will learn..
i wished him all e best...

i miss them so much

today finally made my first trip down to school after such a long period of time...

ngee ann still look e same...but magnum is improving in such fast speed..if i were to be a newbie..i doubt i have the courage to join..haha

saw the bangkok uni cheerleaders...has been such a long time i last saw them...tear,joice,kaew,ning,zee and some of the new juniors...
siting down there looking at them..there is some saddness inside me..i cant help but feel a little sad...cos i see the laughter..the joy...make me miss the bu ppl whom i am so close to...marth,fluke,kit,por,pop and aud...i miss them so much..

how i wished they were here too...

i know is hard cos is expensive for them to travel to singapore..the currency exchange...i missed e happiness and fun we used to share together..staying together and playing at night...

phing and toon were so cute...gave me a hp chain...tts very nice of them..always surprised us with gifts...i will wan to get them something too...maybe must go down shopping them can see la...

Have you ever..

monday..woke up really late today..ard 2pm...

maybe cos of the past few late nights..yesterday just went for my secondary school friend's 22th birthday...a sec old days gathering..

has been a long time i last saw everyone...what to do..when all of them chose to go Tp while I am e only 1 who chose Np..so far from my house..east to west..

all of us had a good chat..about old times...of cos..all of us now got our diff parnters..

most of us chose the working path...seems that i am the only 1 leaving for studies...

just had a talk with my parents regarding my further studies...
i dun understand why whenever i start to talk abt the plans..my tears can just flow down..

tears of fears..i thought tt i could take it easy just leaving the country and study..have a good time in a foreign country...but things dun seems tt way...

in fact..i am worried abt alot of things..worried abt my life there,my education etc..make me feel so weak..and seriously...i even got plans to give up on my education..

y study till so tiring...so much things to consider..

i know i cant think tt way...cos is for the good of my future..cant blamed me..i am typing this blog just few mins after i talked to them..

very vexxing

really has been a long time i last blog...

sorry man...has been out...being a tour guide..showing my relatives ard..

heehee..i took my fav ride a few days ago...the bum boat...cruising rd the singapore river..the places which were so memorable to me..the merlion,fullerton hotel etc

the view is still as beautiful as before but the feeling is different..

tiring man..bring the little kids ard...from singapore sci centre to esplanade..the kids can really walk...i almost lost my way cos too long never go sci centre..sci centre changes alot..n managed to catch tt transit of venus

oh man..has been feeling damn vexxed

recevied some bad news...

lazy lazy

piangz..

look at the date of my last entry...tsk tsk...so long...really very lazy

hmm...came back from malaysia a few days ago..was a fun trip
extremely fun 1...with the kids ard...

kids are so young and active...i wished time could turn back..haha..

finally got my graduation ceremony package..haha..25 june..

finally...